im trying .

im trying to let go,
im trying to forget,
im trying , i really am.
if im trying then why am i not succeeding ?
its a scary feeling. ive never been so scared to let go of someone in my life.
Why is that ? im just soo confused . Why is it so hard for me ?
Whats wrong with me ? i cant fall for him , he is just like any other guy ive dated.
im NOT getting hurt again. i refuse to. im not falling for someone who doest care.
From now on ima just ignore him and make him let me go first, it will hurt me but i know its for best.....maybe.
idk, :/
Help Me ?